as the time goes.......

Here we stand on the threshold of time
for mom to decide what your future holds
just a few weeks is what we have to call our own
and then wait for fate to take its toll


Why do i feel that time is running out
just like the sand slipping out of my palms
want to spend each moment with you
till the tide is calm

somwhere deep down, i know i will never be accepted
in a soceity where people are so true
And I come with a "divorcee" tag
means nothing to some,otherwise a big taboo

How will i live without you
dont have an answer to give myself
How will i walk the path alone
of solitude and self

Wish i still believed in fairytales
would ask her to come and rescue
take us far away from this place
Till it no more becomes an issue

Confused

been just a few hrs since u left
bye and take care is all u said
how i wish u never had to go
leaving me so sad and feeling so low

u asked me if you could meet her
i know u are so keen to
wished this question was never asked
when all it will do is take me away from u


dont tell me anything abt her
dont tell me how u feel talking with her
She might just be the one
who fills in the gap which i couldn't.

I know u will come back just the way u are
I trust my love as much as i trust u
no person u meet, no touch u feel
nothing will touch ur heart that way i do

will try to live without ur love and care
will try to live like u never existed
want to set u free
to explore life's beauty and another she

i want u to be very happy
with me or without me
will gather all the courage to say bye to u
if that is what needs to be

u have changed me as a person
shown me the day and the light
what u did to me will last a lifetime
u there or u gone with the time.

cant imagine the day when we will say the final bye
a small little kiss and a hug so dry
dont want to think abt the day
when u will go for some other bay

Cant Let go

feel like i want u all the time
feel like i see u at every site
feel like i could just grab u now
and save u for the rest of my life


want u to know every small thing that i do
want u to know how much i love u
want u to know every emotion that i feel
and the intensity it deals

everytime i want u call u
my voice doesn't seem to reach that far
u think u have heard me from a distance
but not sure abt taking the call

every day is a mystery and it unfolds as the day goes
everynight is a history waiting for the goodnight msg tone
one more day in my kitty and i thank god for it
hoping the next day brings some sunshine along with it.


its difficult to express what i feel right now
low and high seem to my friends for long
one word u say can change the way i feel
waiting for another one to take me off my feet

Me

Wish the night had never ended
wish u never had to go
how i wish nothing had changed
from the time u really loved me so

As i lay in ur arms last nite
wish the time had stopped
wish i could freeze the moment
and the night to dawn


how i wish everything was normal between us
just as two ppl in love see
why does god have to be so mean
when it comes to u and me.

didn't realise i would feel so much for u
didn't know how love really feels
will always thank god every moment
for changing my world for me.

its so strange that u want to go away
when all u wanted was me
the only form u thought was pure
was everything but me.

I am ready to pay the price
I am ready to take the blame
please dont be so harsh on me
all i feel is shame.

a mistake i committed many yrs ago.
has left me feeling so low
had i known the price i would be paying
for something i never really own.

please forgive me is all i can say
sorry for everything i did
wish u could forget everything with a big heart
and accomodate this small me.

Loneliness

Dont know what i am here for...dont know what i am doing with my life.
Dont know why i did what i did and dont know why i am doing what i am.

Life has been a rollar coaster ride and i dont see myself down hill anywhere soon.

Messed up my life for no good reason....dont have anyone to blame either.